Fighting Alone

For many of us, it feels like we are fighting this fight alone. It feels like we are carrying our husbands on our shoulders because they are either not interested in devoting their lives to the service of God or they are temporarily in a spiritual slump. Although temporary, such slumps can be incessant, lasting in some cases for many years or even a lifetime. Or slumps can be intermittent, fluctuating with times of spiritual inspiration, but those times of spiritual inspiration for many men are shortlived and temporary, and again we find ourselves the only one in the family who is chanting japa or going to the temple or reading Srila Prabhupada’s books.

Fear not. This too shall pass.

And remember, you are never alone. Krsna is always with you. He’s in your heart. And He is aware of everything. He understands what you are going through and how heavy your burdens are. Take His help. Cry out to Him when you are chanting your japa. Ask Him to take over, because you have no strength on your own to carry your husband and children back home, back to Godhead. Pray for yourself. Pray for your husband. Pray for your children. 

And pray for others outside your immediate family. This will help your mind become peaceful. “The mind becomes peaceful by thinking of the welfare of others.” ~Srila Prabhupada